Over the last week, hubby has been helping me transition into preparing my own warm water and coffee enemas. We put together a very clear instruction sheet for me to follow, to avoid overwhelming my still-healing brain.
Last week, I prepared my own water enema for the first time. This weekend, I successfully completed the 4-day coffee preparation process for the first time.
After my 4th NAET treatment yesterday, we stopped at the grocery store. I went inside with my hubby, and shopped, mask-free, for the first time in many months. The whole time, I was focused on brain re-training, singing my "The Joy of the Lord is My Strength" song over and over.
Shopping completed. Symptom-free. Mild headache, but it passed. No panic attacks. No collapsing. No mask. No cane. Even helped carry a couple bags of groceries in, along with my heavy backpack.
I had strong nudgings inside that it was time for me to become independent again.
I also felt that it was time to try incorporating hemp protein powder again. With only 2-3 juices per day and no regular intake of hemp or chia, and sometimes not very much to eat, I feel my amino acid levels have been dropping. I've been feeling something has been off; my hair has also been thinning.
I did it today. I am sipping on a smoothie of mixed (frozen/thawed) fruit, distilled water, and 2 teaspoons of hemp protein powder. I have taken Betaine HCl/enzymes (TwinLabs Super Enzymes) to help my still-healing digestive system to break it down. So far, so good.
I'm feeling extremely proud, grateful, and happy about today's events thus far. Since my body is stronger and many parasites have been cleared out, I have been successfully stepping up my "pathogen killing" protocol without "killing" my body in the process.
Here's what I did so far today:
Awakened by the sun shining on me. Re-hydrated with some water, then decided to get some Vitamin D on the places usually covered by my clothes and swimsuit. (So grateful for a high balcony with shutters that allows for privacy. I've never had a safe place to do topless sunbathing before!)
Those parasites come alive with the sun! Wow! Lots of biting and moving around! Used my zapper on particularly active places. Odd to have the "fibrocystic lumps" in my breast start moving to get away from the lymphatic cleansing of the sun! hahaha. Also felt major movement, biting, crawling through my upper digestive tract/lower lung area. Got the zapper on that! ;)
Also decided this was more movement than I liked, and downed 10 drops each of the Dr. Morse Parasite M and Parasite G tinctures to do some extra killing.
Used my accupressure magnetic vibrator on all the pressure points as I enjoyed the warmth of the sun and let the Terminator zapper do its work. (I am wearing it basically 24/7).
Eventually the sun moved on, so I headed inside. Saw the worms leaving all over my face. Also saw a Morgellons organism leaving my breast area. That was a first. Looked like a little tiny mole...but I knew it wasn't, so I picked it off and out came the Morgellons.
Used some colloidal silver drops in my eyes since I've been having a lot of worm movement there lately.
Decided it was a great day to do some salt water bathing in the ocean. Salt makes some intense die-off, and I felt up to it.
Grabbed 5000mg of Vitamin C to make it a "Vit C and Salt" protocol. Took that with a glass of carrot juice. That always makes me spit worms.
Well hey, if I was going to be spitting worms anyway, why not shoot some diluted food grade hydrogen peroxide up my nose? That makes me spit worms too. 2 snorts, each nostril. Ah, that always makes me cry. Crying is cleansing, though, right? hehe
Changed into my swimsuit and headed down to the beach. Laid in the water on the sand a bit, but the waves were kind of rough this morning, so decided it would be more fun to get in the water. Swam a bit of butterfly and front crawl in the very shallow water. Don't want to get eaten by a shark, so I don't go deep at all, and don't really swim more than like 10 strokes at a time, so I can check the water around me frequently.
Did about 15 pushups on the sand, then a couple of short sprints down the beach. Little bit more swimming to cool off, then 20 front and back lunges. Practiced a couple of handstands, then did a headstand and a bridge, then swam a little more, then decided that was good for the day.
Headed back upstairs, rinsed off, then prepared my water enemas. Put some raw honey water on my face because that has seemed to help immensely with killing pathogens and healing the tissue simultaneously.
Did two water enemas, got some online messages checked, did dry skin brushing, accupressure vibrator, and brain re-training (Bible verses/tapping).
Prepared and administered my first solo coffee enema! We've hit the big time now! :) Watched my favorite HillsongUnitedTV Zion Acoustic Sessions on YouTube and had a beautiful time of singing and meditation.
Cleaned up the bathroom and the enema stuff, took some chlorella as a binder, then decided to follow it with my protein powder smoothie.
Prepared my smoothie and let the protein powder soak while I took my shower. Sprayed some really HOT water on the foot worm rash to encourage them to come out. Feels soooooooo good, like scratching without scratching. :)
All morning, blowing my nose and spitting out worms pretty frequently.
Got dressed and poured my smoothie into a margarita glass to celebrate.
This feels like a REALLY HUGE VICTORY.
Once I finish typing this post, I'll clean up the blender, maybe make a YouTube video about my NAET treatment, and then start peeling carrots in order to make juice for the next 3 days.
Can't believe it. You just don't know what you've got until you lose it. Energy...ability to function...independence...ability to work out...these are things I took for granted. No more.
I am grateful. Thank you God for these gifts. Thank you for healing. Thank you for helping me, through an extremely long and painful process, to find answers and direction. Thank you for the strength to keep going, to move forward in the dark. And thank you, thank you, thank you, that I can see the light.
Every day, every bit of healing, is a gift. I am so happy. I could not see the blessing of the light until I got lost in the darkness...for a very very very long time.
In a way, I hesitate to get excited. Because up til now, bad stuff just kept coming. Hit after hit after hit after hit after hit. I kind of have become used to the hits, wondering what will come next.
No matter what comes next, it's okay. If it's another hit, I'm ready. I'd prefer to have life get easier for a while.
But I know, I am not alone. And so much good has come through all the bad.
I read this verse this morning and it made me weep. And weep. And weep.
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are Mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the LORD your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. You are precious in My eyes, and honored, and I LOVE YOU."
~ Isaiah 43:1-4